The last thing we lose, it's hope.
After what happened you-know-where, the last small bit of faith in humans I got, faded away. I still think that we are a self-destructive race and also that we have wonderful things too. And as human... I think there must be something still in me that makes me believe.
Okami-sama set her page using one of the best ways of communication we have: music. The American White Onmyouji, gave his opinion.

And me... *chuckles*

Well... I found this song very appropriate. Originally in spanish is "Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazón" (I came here to offer my heart) sung by Argentinian singer, Fito Paez.

Who said everything's lost?
I came here to offer my heart
So many blood the river carried away
I came to here offer my heart

It won't be so easy, I know that happens
It won't be so useful like I thought
Like opening my chest, and let my soul out
A slash of love

Moon of the poor ones, always open
I come here to offer my heart
Like a secure document
I come here to offer my heart

And I'll join the extremes of the same bow
And I'll leave quiet, I'll leave slowly
And I'll give you all, and you'll give me something
Something to light me more

When no-one will be close or far
I come here to offer my heart
When the satellites won't be enough
I come here to offer my heart

And I'm talking about countries and hopes
And I'm talking for life, talking for nothing
And I'm talking about this one, our house

To change it just because
Who said everything's lost?
I come here to offer my heart
I come here to offer my heart

Quien dijo que todo esta perdido
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon
Tanta sangre que se llevo el rio
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon

No sera tan facil ya se que pasa
No sera tan util como pensaba
Como abrir el pecho, y sacar el alma
Una cuchillada de amor

Luna de los pobres siempre abierta
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon
Como un documento inalterable
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon

Y unire las puntas de un mismo lazo
Y me ire tranquilo, me ire despacio
Y te dare todo, y me daras algo
Algo que me alivie un poco mas

Cuando no haya nadie cerca o lejos
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon
Cuando los satelites no alcancen
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon

Y hablo de paises y de esperanzas
Y hablo por la vida, hablo por la nada
Y hablo de cambiar esta nuestra casa

De cambiarla por cambiar nomas
Quien dijo que todo esta perdido
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon

+ Say no more +

It's not flattering, E-chan ^^ Your art is gorgeous and I admire great artists, it's as simple as that. And for your request...Je puis parler votre languaje avec beaucoup d'erreurs et je ne pense pas que vous méritez de traiter ma mauvaise grammaire ^_^ *sweatdrop* So, sad as it sounds, let's speak in english for now.. U_U'

The title of the blog... well, you caught the idea. ^^

Ne..... Mura-chan pictures us as crazy people. Well... truth cannot be denied. ^_^;; Okami insists in that I'm mad too O.O' (Is this toooo bad and obvious?)

Talking about crazy, Damien's boyfriend, Sei-chan.... I think I scared him this afternoon in that group chat we had with Senshi, Okami and Subby. To him, this is only the beggining, buddy *chibi Let-kun giggling*

BTW... I had 3 very enjoyable chats today. One was with Senshi. No da ^_~. The other was with Okami-sama, who surprisingly result a very nice and open human to talk with in certain topics (may sound vague but she /did/ surprised me, she knows why) and the last one, my fairy friend from New Zealand, on ICQ. A session of poetry if you wanna know. I'll ask him later if I can post some of the exquisite talk we shared yesterday.

*baka me* I PROMISED Okami I would talk about her page in Remembrance of the people of the city of NY. And now, I go and check Damien's page with the same topic. BTW, new layouts to both, quite shaped to the present atmosphere.

I'll add the rose tomorrow, Subby.

My eyes are falling down now, gomen to both of ya. I'll be able to comment them tomorrow, I hope.

*yawns* It's very late... better go to bed now or I won't get up for College tomorrow (yes, I have classes on Saturdays) Plus I have to finish reading Okami's fic, Kouri's fic, watch today's Rurouni Kenshin's chapter I taped... awww.... >_<'

So life goes on... I've been reading some other blogs and discovered some different reactions about the US affair. Effects like Leareth describes are simply natural. Someone who's connected permanently with the constant media reports, that they just give more and more about how everything is getting ready for a war, and that prepares you stick in your mind that it's your, yes, /your/ country the one who's going through this, it's something that finally drives you into lack of hope and sadness. Taryn it's a good example of how touched one could be about something that will change your life, and your future. Something so perfect as your present life, with all the mistakes that may hold, can be changed in just 30 minutes.

End of topic for today.

Now, to Mura-chan(who've been very moved about the previous paragraph, check her blog if you don't believe me), you and your fanfictions recomendations, damn!!! = ^.^ = I spent all the night reading Kouri's fic, Second Chances, and it's fabulous. Yup, the best comment wouldn't make justice for it. *waiting for next chapter*

New link, this time for tremendous Emeline, whose works are out of words. I talked to you briefly last night, E-chan, and it was a very kind and mad chat ;) Hope to talk to you soon ^^

So, what are you waiting for? Pay a visit to Lotananza!

So, today's Librarian's Day here in Argentina. They gave us the day. But I don't feel like going out to celebrate with my collegues. BTW, the president of Argentina, Fernando De la Rua, decreed 3 days of National sorrow and condolement about the US situation.

Here goes another peaceful day on Earth...

....

Now.... the obvious post.

I never thought in my life that I would be touched in every human way about a war, or any similar tragedy. Living in a country with so many troubles, economics and politicals, you sometimes think that "Ha! This only happens in a country like this!" sounds a little selfish observing the international news.

But when the entire world is in this...

*sighs* I don't really want to know what the future will give us, no. And sounds alien to me, because I'm someone always thinking in what the hell am I gonna do tomorrow, how am I going to survive, how I'm going to do to perfection myself. But this...
I heard many people from different places, and sad to say, in my own place too, that they were happy about this, because the US security was vulnerable and bla bla bla... I just *can't* get in my mind that people who think like that, exist. I mean... talking so easy-going about human deaths? About lifes and broken dreams? About an unforgivable fact that will remain in every sense of our generation as the worst tragedy ever commited? I just... arrggg... *eyes shut with impotence*

And when dear people of mine are living there...

I spent the entire morning and afternoon tearing my hair trying to get news from my US friends. I got so desperate about that... You will never imagine my feeling of relish when I got mail from there saying "I'm ok"

We are in 2001. New millenium. Do we have to tolerate acts like these?

*falls tired to death* Good Kami-sama.... I just got from work and I think I'm still alive *checking on my head* Yeah, I am . ^^

Now.... time to start with this... *chibi Let-kun with serious grin*

Talking about Chibi...does that reminds you of something, Okami-sama? And you Subby? Ah! Talking about the kawaii bishonen, I need your URL coz the link you give me doesn't work... I'm wondering if there's any mistake in there.

Yeah, as you can see, I started to talk in english again...

*sighs*

Ah, que bien.... ahora que le encontré la vuelta a poner los datos personales en esa columna... me tengo que ir a trabajar... ô_Ô;;

Uffff...

Muy bien... me cansé del inglés. Corto con este idioma aqui temporalmente porque me estoy cansando un poco de tener que hablar siempre esta lengua para que los demás me entiendan (que ni siquiera eso, porque mi inglés es espantoso). Murasaki, me encantan tus layouts, no me voy a cansar de decirlo nunca. Ojalá supiese yo diseñar tan bien. *deseando poder comenzar un curso de HTML pronto*

YO QUIERO VER A SUBARU Y A SEISHIROU TAMBIEEEENNN!!!

So... well, I haven't been doing much in here. Why, you say? Two very simple reasons: 1) I dunno how the hell to do to add my stats in this left column you see and I don't know much HTML. 2) I've been working like a mad 3) I've been a little worried about someone and I don't know what to think.
Some good news that brought a timid smile on my lips: Cartoon Network is showing Rurouni Kenshin. ^_^ I waited 4 long years for this miracle to happen... *grins gladfully* They respected the openings and endings and the voices are ok... but I don't really like Kenshin's voice, sounds like a dumb. Another mistake is that they erased the funny "Oro!" thing that was an important characteristic to make the difference between the kind hearted Kenshin and battousai (Yes, also the expression in his eyes and mad man look)

Arrggg... I have to go now. I'll be at work in an hour >_<'