+ Private Heaven +

2001-11-12T01:49:00.000-03:00

MOVING
^_^

Time for the say goodbye to blogspot, coz that annoying banner of the top pisses me off. I'm going to Pitas, so I beg you pardon for the inconveniences but, if you, dear reader would like to change the blog addy, beeee myyyy gueeeest ¬_¬'......

2001-11-11T19:37:00.000-03:00

------> Sakurazukamori eyes ^^'

Do you need any other proof that I look like a mad? ^^;;;
In case you didn't get it, yes, those are my eyes. Yesterday Laura brought home her photos of a party BD we went to and I looked at this one. I look like a serial killer here, I said. She made a face and told me, "Shut up" ^^;;;;
But, come on, people! Actually, in the full photo I'm smiling but if you only look at the eyes... @_@'......

Narcisism? Could be ^^' And, Damien? See? I told you my eyes were quite alike Seishirou's *evil grin*

2001-11-11T17:10:00.000-03:00

*sighs* Time to make a stop and start working again on my page. I have this "GIF" or "JPEG" deal and I'm reading a lot to inform myself. Hopefully, it will be up soon. ^^

Derek, luv. You don't know how good I'm feeling after reading your last e-mail. And yes, it's rough here in Argentina and getting worse everyday, but I'll be ok. Everything will be just fine. Anyways, I've been planning to leave the country ASAP, but... I want my Doctorship finished first. I need good weapons to fight the world's exigencies. Ah, hope you'll have fun in your hunny's place ^_^x

Ah! What happened with that X-anime proyect you were working on? Cambiaste de opinion? Porque estaría bueno... De paso te agradezco el hecho de que me hayas hecho conocer Iespana, que ahí puedo subir mis imagenes por FTP ^^' Leí algo.... Espacio /ilimitado/?? O_O!!!!

2001-11-11T16:53:00.000-03:00

Hum..... it's "Decide?" ^^;;;;

2001-11-11T16:39:00.000-03:00

¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?

I went to check the looks of my blog and I found a funny screen asking for passwords? O_o? And the d.O.e banner off and asking me for password too. Is that because of a special reason?

2001-11-11T03:48:00.000-03:00

FINALLY!!!!!! XD!!!!!!

My lil' bro has a blog! And I'm waiting for Derek's URL, you know? Ah.... talking about that... Derek, hun, I don't know what did you think about that mail I sent you, but I want you to know that I'm getting a little impatient to talk to you @_@' I miss you very much, dear. T_T

Waii!!! Brazilian sexy-assassin, I guess my otouto forgot to mail you to notify you that he's joined your S.F.R.. Well, as responsible for this minor, I'm informing you ^^;;; He did join and you can check it on his blog. See? Big sista's matters ^^'

2001-11-10T15:26:00.000-03:00

---->Hhhmm... too pale?

2001-11-09T13:31:00.000-03:00

I've just downloaded eX-Dream in both versions. *_* It reminds me of my 15 years old period with earrings on my nose and pink hair ^^'

2001-11-08T23:27:00.000-03:00

NEW LAYOUT!!! ^___^

Arigatou, minna-san! Nee... you know I'm still waiting for L&G fic, ah? ^^

2001-11-06T13:55:00.000-03:00

------> New home, new life! ^^

Brazilian Sakurazukamori is moving into his new URL. And if that wasn't too much, he also started the S.F.R., a proyect that it's practically every fangirl's around dream: getting boys into shoujo fandom ^^x

I got connected a few minutes ago and Dhan's AIM window literally jumped telling me the news. It was time to get the boyish side on this, so, point on you, baby ^_~

2001-11-05T15:13:00.000-03:00

*reading Lan's fic*

Depuis un peu plus d'un mois Gingetsu remplissait les placards de thé à la cerise fraîche parce que Ran avait eu le malheur de dire un soir qu'il aimait les thés aux fruits rouges. Ran, n'ayant pas beaucoup vécu hors du Centre, concevait vaguement, que les fruits frais étaient des denrées extrêmement chères, comme tous ce qui étaient "non-synthétiques".

Caring-Gingetsu to those extremes it's something interesting. Since the guy does not show any interest in anything AT ALL, I found that kinda shocking. Nice and surprising for an apparently cold hearted Gin-chan ^^

Gingetsu ne s'était jamais imaginé en sauveur et défenseur des innocents. Ce rôle était venu de nulle part, lui qui n'avait jamais était heureux, avait subitement la chance que contribuer au bonheur de quelqu'un.

*shakes head smiling* Need anything else to say? ^_____^x One of the most exact description's for the man I've ever read till now.

"Promis, je peux dormir dans ta chambre ?"
"Et c'est la personne qui se réveille tous les matins dans mon lit qui me le demande.
"Ran se mordit les lèvres. "Je voulais dire dans tes bras."

@_@;;;;;;;;;;; *droooooooooooools* Mon Dieu....

Le petit garçon fit demi-tour pour s'en aller quand A l'attrapa par le col pour lui murmurer des mots que B et C, n'entendirent pas "Si tu t'approches encore de C, tu vas comprendre ce que je suis capable de faire…" Il lâcha son col et se mit à crier très fort "allez oust !".

O_O!!!! Ok, ok, ok... time, time, people *lifts a hand* So, Gin-chan was 9 here, and.... A, B and C met him briefly but... how can you explain that Gingetsu remembers the older girl and not C? I mean, in /that/ way. ^^'

"Je ne comprends pas pourquoi tu ne peux plus"
"Parce que je vais mourir"

She was a one leaf clover??? O_o'

And.. last part... YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME WITH /JUST/ THAT!! O_O' How you dare to get A in their bed and finish it there!? ^^x ---> *aka waiting for next chapter* PLEASE!!! U_U

2001-11-03T13:55:00.000-03:00

"Il ne faut pas pleurer, ni avoir l’air triste, moi j’ai besoin de toi ici et maintenant, si tu es triste, j’ai mal, si tu pleures, c’est moi qui souffre. Je ne veux plus qu’aucuns médecins viennent chez nous. Je ne veux personne d’autre que toi." Gingetsu prit Ran dans ses bras.

T_T...........

*remembering vol. 4* *eyes watering up* And the worst thing, is that the page it's incomplete! -_-' Um.... it's my page error or yours?

2001-11-02T03:59:00.000-03:00

Why nooooooooootttt??? ;_; They are so kawaii together...

Seems that the end shocked you hard, my friend. Well... happened the same to me with Seishirou's death. Hm... *no comments*

Now yall tell me, how am I gonna do here waiting till next Asuka release and, of course, scans and summaries up on net? T_T *goes walking over the walls* Gomen, but I'm not sorry for Kamui at all. It's just a matter of skin or something but I. Just. Don't. Like. Him. He's a hottie and yeah, I'm ok with that. But... *shakes head*

19... 20... 80..... Why not 200? ^^x
Fuuma's gonna get me all full of compassion for him and forget he once tried to kill Kamui. O.o'
Torturing Kamui it's ok, since EVERYTHING in X seems to be designed to follow that intention. ^^ But getting distressed-poor-baby Fuuma following every Kamui's step and dealing with that mood of his without getting a reward, it's just meeaaaaaaann... ;_;
Nee.. poor buddy, give him a break ^_^* *pats Fuuma on the back*

2001-11-01T01:40:00.000-03:00

Cooooosssiita hermooosaaa!! @_@ ----->fangirl drooling at a bishie in the place where she works.

Pic this: 5 ft. 3 in., hazel soft long hair, night dark eyes, white skin, skinny as well, 16-17 years old. Shorts and t-shirt. Alone on his bike. Soft and low girlish voice and cute expressions.

Bishie: Hello. I would like to know if you have these stories *hands me a paper*
Me: *reads* Hhhmm... the author?
B: Dunno... *lowers face and looks at me* *shy*
Me: O_O' But.... I need the author.
B: Sowwwwiiee.... *smiles*
Me: ~Damn you and your cuteness~ *smiles* Lemme see what I can do *goes and asks another librarian* Hey, Ed. You know this?
Ed: *looks at the bishie* *whispering* Is that a boy or a girl?
Me: XD!!!! A booooooooooy...
Ed: Huh.... *looks at the paper* No idea. Author?
Me: *shakes head*
Ed: *shudders*
Me: *comes back* Ok.. let's see... what were you and your classroom reading when your teacher gave you this?
B: Hum... horror stories.
Me: Oh... don't you remember the name of the author of those stories? *calm*
B: *smiles in his kawaiiness and shakes head*

45 minutes later...

Me: *after reading Elsa Borneman's books indexes and searching some probable authors by the title's styles* Listen, don't you have a friend living closer here to go and ask?
B: *doubts*
Me: And what if you bring her another horror's book? I mean, same style but... well, you will fulfil her request.
B: She'll get mad. She is mean to us *pouts*
Me: ^^;;;;;;;;
Ed: You should go and ask. It's very complicate to know where those titles are, because they are a part of a novel. We don't have a full index cathalogue. So, it impossible if you don't pay attention to what the teacher says.
B: *bites lower lip* *nods nervously*
Me: *fiery glance to Ed* *then back to the bishie, smiling* So, if you hurry you can catch us here later, we close at 7:30 pm. And by that time you'll have enough time to go and ask a friend the title.
B: Ok. I'll go and ask to a friend of mine. She'll know *leaves*
Me: *looking at him going to pick his bike* Awww.... ^^*
Ed: Tsk... *looks away*
Me: What?
Ed: *shakes head and smiles*
Me: O_o'?

10 minutes later....

Bishie: Here! *happy grin as he hands me the paper*
Me: Poor angel! You made a marathon for this!
Ed: -.-
Me: *reads* Ok.. *goes to find the book and hands it to him* There you got. Are you going to take it?
Bishie: Yes, please. *goes to his schoolbag and looks for his Library ID*
Me: *takes note of the book, hands the form to borrow it to sign in*
Bishie: *signs and gives it back to me* Thank you so much. You helped me lots *soft voice tone*
Me: ^_^' Naaaaa..... it's my job. Come back soon.
Bishie: I will *smiles, turns around and waves* Bye!
Me: ^__________^ Byeeeeee...
Ed: ¬_¬'...

Note: Actually thinking that Ed starts showing some bi interests in the bishie ^__^x Since he's the typical "Oh-me-and-my-sexuality-is-like-this-and-will-be-like-this-forever" guy (ah, I forgot. He's 26 ^^) and says that the last thing on Earth he'll do is falling in love with a guy and that blah blah thing straight guys say. But those eyes.... aaaahhh thooooose eyes cannot lieee to mee...
I found his attitudes very Touya-like. Demo... I would like experts opinions about this. Anyone? Please? Comments?

2001-10-30T06:05:00.000-03:00

KAWAAAAIIIIII!!!!! XD!!!!!!!! and are in luv ^^x

Wonder 4 dragging me again on one of their best works. Yup, new adoptees. Badass-Gingetsu-sama and Sweetness-Lan-kun from Clover. I love this couple lots, and it's a pity the manga finished in Vol. 4, though I still have hopes that these chicks will get a Vol. 5 to the loyal fans of this exceptional story. IF you have the oportunity to buy the manga, don't waste it because it's an art's masterpiece.

*chibi Let-kun daydreaming about vol. 5* *with some G&L more yaoi action* +_+

2001-10-29T14:49:00.000-03:00

Nananananaa woman ^^;;; I just wasn't expecting it.

Now it's gone. I hope I won't catch it again -_-'....

2001-10-28T22:00:00.000-03:00

French bunny... is there a way for you to get that annoying Lycos advertisment from your blog? >_<' It pops up everytime I get to read your writing! ç_ç;;;;;

2001-10-28T16:59:00.000-03:00

So, a night of throwing things and trying to kill Isa-chan ¬_¬'...... Ah! But be patient! Ketsurui-chan and Caddie-chan will success next time. ^^x

I'm soooowwwiiieeee.... ^^' You live in Rio! You live in Rio! Ok ok ok! Just.... take the sakura petals away.. ah? *nervous smile* And your eyes... Yup, CLAMP's wrong. You are the Sakurazukamori, not Subaru. ^^;;;;

*taps impatient* *goes and clicks here* ARRRGGG!!! NBCI >_<' Wheeeeeen am I gonna see this fixed? U_U' *pats Karasu-chan on the back* It's not your fault, I know... -_-

*checking mail* O_O!!!

2001-10-25T16:50:00.000-03:00

Teacher: Ok, class.... silence.... enough...
Class: *still murmuring and grab notebooks*
Teacher: So we have pacient # 25 with... Eye transplant. Facts: hereditary corneal problems, hyper tension, well... some visual past complications... Ok, questions?
Class: *A guy lifts a hand* From where does this cornea come?
Teacher: If someone needs a new cornea, someone needs to donate it. And the present one comes from subject... *looks in his notepad* Oh, this is the last part of this buddy's body after an accident.
Class: *blinks*
Teacher: Whatever *shrugs* Other question?
Class: *a girl raises a hand* Which is the proccedement about the Corneal transplant surgery?
Teacher: Local anesthesia, area is cleaned with antiseptic solutions, an eye is placed. The whole surgery is done using an Operating Microscope. The corneal is 'cut with Trephine.
Class: Does the eye color change after transplant surgery? *student frowns*
Teacher: Naaa... since it's the entire eye that it've been replaced, the colour does not change.
Class: And what if... the pacient does no accept the organ?
Teacher: The success rate varies with various factors like the patient's age, donor corneal quality, surgical skills etc. Generally it's infection, inner eye swelling in form of Uveitis, Glaucoma or... rejection of the transplant, in the last case. Though this case seems to be special.... *looks at asleep Subaru*
Class: *look closely at Subaru*
Teacher: Well, anyone? *looks at the other students*
Class: *still drooling after Subaru's beauty* *a guy lifts a hand*
Teacher: Yes?
Class: Where's the donated eye now?
Teacher: That's special too. It's in a flask we don't know how does that keep the eye safe and clean. Must be filled with Steroid eye drops and Antibiotic eye drops to prevent infection. Ok, class, let's leave buddy # 25 and continue, please?
Class: *nods* *everybody leaves leaving Subaru asleep on bed*

Me: Blerghhh.... O_o'

2001-10-25T01:56:00.000-03:00

*looking at Subaru holding the flask with Seishirou's eye*

This is the last thing the CLAMP chicks have been able to do to make this guy suffer till his last breath. And have NO DOUBT that they will kill him in the worst way imagined. Poor boy.... ;_;

So, Subaru's back at X and now what? Surely, the Asuka sells will increase in 40 or 50% (you want to make a bet? ^_~) and from here, the REAL plot starts. Because Fuuma left some aspects of wishes and people and also if we know Fuuma HAS to kill Kamui and reverse... And I don't know, but I have the feeling that everything it's getting so angsty and getting to a closing point and...

*sighs* What the hell am I thinking? It's CLAMP!!! Not even if I can spend nights and days of specullation I will get to a small idea of what they are going to do next.

Gomen for meeting you so late... -_-
It's only that I've been "really" connected with a PC at home since a few months, and I'm meeting the neighbourhood little by little ^^

Gay bishies rock at X, yes. Straight Kusanagi is a looser and minor violator >_<' "Violator" is a weird and twisted definition for the Greenpeace guy, ne?

2001-10-24T15:12:00.000-03:00

WHAAAAAAAAAAT!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

WOMAN YOU ARE NOT TELLING ME THAT THAT'S ON THE LAST ASUKA'S ISSUE, AREN'T YOU???? O_____O *heartbeat running wild* OMG!!!!!! OMG!!!! OMFDG!!!!!!!!!

*cries* CLAMP you $%"@#¬~€!!!!!!!!!! You manga/shounen ai/angst/yaoi/heartbreaking/ goddesses!!!!!!! O_O;;;;;;

*dead * +_+

2001-10-23T15:08:00.000-03:00

Kouri-san? Are you ok? :(

Since some days ago you started to sound a little blue. I wonder what that would be... And the fact that you are being saturated with Second Chances does not help at all. Neee... *sighs* *sits on her chair and looks at her*

By the way, I didn't told you that everytime I look at the layout of your blog I stare at it at least 40 minutes. ^^;;; And I read the blogs I listed everyday so... I stay 40 minutes looking at the screen with a ;_; face.

I'm going to send you something later, ok? ^^

2001-10-21T14:05:00.000-03:00

First the first:

My beloved Otouto, you know what you mean for us. And specially for me. I love you very much. ^^

Sailor petal power and Evil sexaaaay face getting laid? @_@

The FuumaxSeishirou thingie may sound odd to some, but it sounds right to me. The aftermath dialogue will be sooooo interesting O.O'

¿Y vos qué pensas del fic Iris? ^^

2001-10-20T21:07:00.000-03:00

Yo! ^^

Shell's & Kira's web log kick asses! ^^ The two young wonders work in team and it shows to me that they do it reawwy well. ^^x Love is suicide features Kamui's most yaoish pose and one of my fave from him. I'm going to finish reading this later, ok?

Now some Shiki.Net quotes ^^

Seishirou Sakurazuka = Sailor petal power -----> O_O;;;;
Kakyuu = Valium poster child -----> XD!!!!!!
Hinoto = Yumeni can be crazy bitches too -----> XD
Kotori = suuuuuuuure people who talk to pigeons are sane... ------> :P

2001-10-20T20:46:00.000-03:00

*will never open an envelope again in her life*

2001-10-19T00:43:00.000-03:00

A.S.E.S.I.N.O.S.

Now I know who killed the people in my country.

The new came today to Judge Galeano who is into the AMIA case. Now, what happened with AMIA? What is AMIA?
July 17th, 1994 will be imprinted in the memory of every member of the Argentine society. That monday, murdering hands decided to finish with the life of 85 human beings, hiting with a bomb in a very lively center of the jewish community, in Buenos Aires City heart. The bomb effects felt and still remain in our souls. Nobody forgets what one was doing at the time, at that moment when the attack happened. And who cannot be touched, whe you listen to those stories and names of the people's families that died. Seven years later, every month and every year, the AMIA workers repeat the same ritual: light 85 candles, pronounce the kadish for the peace of the victim's souls, cry with for memories and reaffirm the individual and collective compromise to NOT FORGET and DEMAND JUSTICE.

Now, the news tell that a man called last year to the Argentinan embassy in Saudi Arabia to confirm that the Argentinan attack have been commited by Al Qaeda (Bin Laden's organization) and that an upcoming attack would happen "At a Tuesday, on September, in the United States of America".

*sighs* And the world goes on.

2001-10-18T03:07:00.000-03:00

Ya con el hecho de que te hayas referido a "la juventud" como si fueras una vieja de 9.999.999 años, ya es una señal ^_~

Ah, y... todavía no entendí lo de "Cara de Argentina" O_o'

2001-10-17T14:59:00.000-03:00

Creo que tendremos que hacer terapia de grupo, diablito mío... porque somos varias las que deseamos secuestrar a Subaru-kun y.... O_O'

AHEM! *coughs*

2001-10-17T14:28:00.000-03:00

Evil..... evil, bastard, mean, cruel...

I HATE YOU CABLENET!!!! è_é *beating modem* *crying*

*softly whispering* I wanted to watch it so much.... ;_;

2001-10-17T13:31:00.000-03:00

It's so funny, you know.

Since I mailed the NIN girl for the d.O.e. membership and also with other topics, she never replied me. Hhmm... I start to think that must be a very *selected* elite or something, which is a laugh to me. ^^' *sighs* Dunno...

BTW, I love that layout. The Proffessional is one of my fave movies, if I don't say /my/ movie.

And stop casting your maboroshi and breathing in my neck, you carioca boy! ç_ç.....

2001-10-17T13:16:00.000-03:00

No no no no no no no no no no no............... *heart attack incoming*

+_+

*dead*

2001-10-17T13:11:00.000-03:00

*fangirl mode* *looking at the lil' bars of downloading*

SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU SUBARU...

*repeat it till the word itself loses all gramatical sense*

2001-10-17T13:07:00.000-03:00

X!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

2001-10-17T13:04:00.000-03:00

*kissing Isa*

Woman, CLAMP mad lovers will die for you *_*

2001-10-17T01:14:00.000-03:00

Ever wondered how would a dark Subaru-kun's version look like? XD Here's an alternative.

Nananananaaaa... not from any X OVA or fan thingie. This adorable bishounen named Yuki Souma comes from Fruits Basket, the new anime series now showing at Japanese TV. Kuniko-san talked about this to me and I'm looking forward to go deeper in the story, coz the URL she gave me is in Japanese and... you know... ^^'

*steps out and goes back to surf the net for more of Yuki-chan* ^^x

Domo arigatou gozaimasu, Kun! ^_____^

2001-10-16T04:57:00.000-03:00

Nobody's going to kill you. Neither I will. It won't surprise me if you don't finish Second Chances ever.

*sighs* A pity.

2001-10-16T03:17:00.000-03:00

Que horas son, mi corazón.... ^^

Me gustan los aviones, me gustas tu.
Me gusta viajar, me gustas tu.
Me gusta la mañana, me gustas tu.
Me gusta el viento, me gustas tu.
Me gusta soñar, me gustas tu.
Me gusta la mar, me gustas tu.

Que voy a hacer ,
je ne sais pas
Que voy a hacer
Je ne sais plus
Que voy a hacer
Je suis perdu
Que horas son, mi corazón...

Je t'aime, Manu Chao! ^_________^'

2001-10-15T05:33:00.000-03:00

I'm going to contact this girl... I have my eyes glued to this.

Close to a daydream. ;_;

No wonder why Su-chan and Sei-chan are my fave anime couple EVER.

2001-10-15T02:32:00.000-03:00

So, let's start with some Blog's news:

* New addiction: Cliques ^^
I added some, but I've seen lots and I adore them ^^ (I think Buttercup rules :P )

* New bloggers in my list: Pat (I know you were here before ^^'), and Jaquez R..... whose BD is.... TODAY! ^^

* New banner link (getting an addiction there too XD): Sacrifice: Ernest "Darn you and your tragic love story made me cry" Cuore's Shrine. Visit and drool after CFG most shounen ai luv story ;_;

In other things to comment... Voting day in Argentina today... Yack. Sucks specially when you don't believe in politicians and all the candidates are a bag of lies. Happens everywhere, I know. But this is really starting to make me think what are we going to do if we keep on going like this.

Saturday: Seminary with the Dean U_U'.... : When your day starts like this you can't stop for any second. I woke up at 8:20 am and yelled my hell out, I'M LATE FOR THE SEMINARY!!!!! It started at 8:00 am and a friend told me, "Naaaa.... I'll go for you" I arrived at 8:33 am and there she was, sitting at the front of the class. I can't kill her, she's 9 months pregnant... -_-'
Topic of the class? Internet and libraries. I work in a library at the Internet Section so it was /my/ topic. Only a few like me work in a library, so we managed to make a small, interesting discussion.
Next class: Library Management and the mosrt annoying proffessor of Uni. Geeeezz... she survived another class with us. ¬_¬... WE need five more guys and we'll found the biggest Hate Club Against That Woman in all College history. ^_^x

BTW, I've just found out that my College has a URL ^^' (low quality pic, yeah)

2001-10-15T00:02:00.000-03:00

OOooooookkkk...

Back to cyber life. Changed layout ^^ *takes Li closer and shows her to everybody* Yes, this is HER fault ^_^x I'm feeling much better because of the ones who push me forward: my friends.

2001-10-12T03:04:00.000-03:00

I got something from you once. And you stole something from me.
Give it back to me. Please.

Mahal ka ta. Iniibig Kita....

2001-10-11T23:22:00.000-03:00

I need to wash my soul. I have the word sin all over me.

*sigh*

2001-10-11T02:28:00.000-03:00

*listening to my brother's voice singing* *smiles*

Walk down that lonesome road all by yourself
Don't turn your head back over your shoulder
And only stop to rest yourself when the silver moon
Is shining high above the trees

2001-10-10T04:52:00.000-03:00

Que me palpen de armas.

Creo en el amor como en la experiencia mas maravillosa de la existencia y como generadora de toda clase de alegría: y en el amor correspondido como la felicidad misma. Pero no fui educado para él, ni para la felicidad, ni para el placer. Porque fui advertido malamente contra la entrega y el gozoso abandono que supone. Cada día entonces, todavía, es una ardua conquista, una trasgresión, una desobediencia debida a mi mismo, una porfía, la laboriosa tarea de desaprender lo aprendido, el desacato a aquel mandamiento primario y fatal, aquel dictamen según el cual se gana o se pierde, se ama o se es amado, se mata o se muere. La vida por lo tanto no me ha endurecido, ese es mi mayor logro. Que me palpen de armas. Dejo a un lado, si es que alguna vez tuve o me queda, toda arma que sirva para volverse temible, para someter, para acumular, para ser poderoso, para triunfar en un mundo de mano armada en el que la felicidad se compra con tarjeta de crédito. No quiero que la lucidez me cueste la alegría, ni que la alegría suponga la negación o la ceguera, pero no me es fácil, me cuesta vivir a contratiempo, con la sensación de ser testigo de un desatino histórico gigantesco, de un extravío descomunal, tan irracional como la bomba de neutrones. No entiendo al mundo, me parece, como dice Serrat, que ha caído en manos de unos locos con carnet. Me siento ajeno a la debacle, Pero en medio de ella, mi vida es apenas un instante en el océano del tiempo y es como si quisiera que ese instante fuera sereno y hondo en medio de una ensordecedora discoteca o de un holocausto definitivo siempre a punto de estallar. Me desazona la banalizacion de la vida, el pavoneo de la insensatez, el triunfo de la prepotencia y de la ostentación, la deshumanización salvaje de los poderosos, la aceptación y elogio del “ Sálvese quien pueda”, la practica y la predica del desamor y de la histeria. Me descorazona la idiotez colectiva, la idealización de lo superfluo, el asesinato de la inocencia, el descuido suicida de lo poco que merece nuestro mayor esmero, el desconocimiento o el olvido de nuestra propia condición. Me conmovió no hace mucho que el cosmólogo Sagan, en un articulo extenso, escrito como desde un punto perdido en el infinito del espacio, desde el cual el mundo se observa como una bolita cachuza, terminara diciendo: “Besen a sus hijos” , escuchemos a esos hombres, sigámoslos, leamos a los poetas; no permitamos que el misterio de la existencia de estremecernos cada día, porque es el costo mas alto que podemos pagar por nuestra necedad y nuestra omnipotencia. La vida de un árbol merece nuestra devoción y nuestro mas grande regocijo. Al amparo gozoso de su sombra acariciados por la tibieza de la luz del sol y arrumados por el sonido mágico e irrepetible de su follaje mecido por la mano invisible del viento, estaremos a salvo de la alienación y de la orfandad; siempre y cuando seamos capaces de apreciar esa gloria, mientras nos sea posible, y de reconocer en ella nuestra mayor riqueza, que la muerte no nos hiera en vida, que la ferocidad no nos pueda el alma, que nada troque nuestra dicha de estar despiertos, que una caricia nos atraviese como una flecha jubilosa y radiante. Besemos a los que amamos. AMÉMONOS.

********* De Lito Vitale: Juntando Almas. (1993)

2001-10-09T05:13:00.000-03:00

Let them touch and see if they can find weapons on me.

I believe in love as the most wonderful experience of existence, and generator of every happiness: and in corresponded love as happiness itself. But I haven’t been educated for it, neither for happiness, neither for pleasure. Because I’ve been badly warned about giving up and that joyful abandon that it’s supposed to be. Then, every day, still, it’s an arduous conquest, a transgression, a disobedience to myself, an obstinacy, the laborious task to unlearn what’ve been learnt, the disrespect to that first and fatal commandment, that judgment by you can win or lose, love or be loved, kill or die. Therefore, life haven’t made me harder, that’s my best achieve. Let them touch me and see if they can find weapons on me. I leave them aside, if I ever had one or I still have, any weapon to become dread, to submit, to accumulate, to be powerful, to claim victory in an under weapons world, where happiness could be bought with a credit card. I don’t want brilliancy can cost my happiness, neither happiness could suppose to be negation or blindness. But it’s not so easy for me. It’s hard for me to live against time, with the sensation of being a witness of a giant and historical lack of tact; of a monstrous deviation, so irrational like the neutron’s bomb. I don’t understand the world. I think it’s like Serrat says, that it fell in the hands of some mad ones with ID’s. I feel foreign to the disaster, but also, I feel I’m in the middle of it. My life is just an instant in the ocean of time and it’s like I would like that instant to be serene and deep in the middle of a deafening discotheque or a definitive holocaust close to burst out. It vexes me the degradation of life, the idiocy of stupidity, the triumph of preponderance and ostentation, the wild dehumanization from the powerful ones, the acceptance and eulogy to the “Everyone for himself”, the practice and preachment to disaffection and hysteria. It tears my heart out that collective silliness, the idealization to the superfluous, the assassination of innocence, the suicidal carelessness of the little that our best goal deserves, the ignorance or forgetfulness of our own condition. It touched me that not very long time ago, Sagan, the cosmologist, in a long article, written from a point of view lost in the infinite of space, from where the world can be seen as a pitiful little ball, finished his speech saying: “Kiss your children”. Let’s listen to these men, let’s follow them, let’s read the poets; let’s not allow the mystery of our existence make us to stop tremble, because it’s the highest cost we can pay for our nonsense and our omnipotence. A tree’s life deserves our devotion and our biggest enjoyment. Under the pleasurable protection of its shadow, caressed by the warmth of sunlight and cuddled by the magic sound and the uniqueness of its foliage, dandled by the wind’s invisible hand, we’ll be safe from alienation and orphanage; only when we can be able to appreciate that glory, till we can be able to do it, and recognize in that glory our biggest richness. Shall death not hurt us in life, shall ferocity will not reach our souls, shall nothing screw our good fortune to be awake, shall a caress pierce us like a joyful radian arrow.

Let’s kiss the ones we love. LET’S LOVE EACH OTHER.

******* From Lito Vitale: Juntando Almas (1993)

2001-10-08T19:44:00.000-03:00

Yup. New layout ^^

Due to the passion Tango inspires in my soul and heart. So, come with me, take my hand, let me put a rose on your hair and let's dance, till the candle lights burn off... ^_^x

El dicho es "Hasta que las velas no ardan" :P

2001-10-08T03:18:00.000-03:00

******************************

Volví por caminos blancos,
volví sin poder llegar.
Grité con mi grito largo,
canté sin saber cantar.

******************************

2001-10-07T16:00:00.000-03:00

Cotton Candy! XD? Je suis joli???? O.o Bien... indiquent cela à mon ennemis (je suis badiner, je n'ai pas pourtant le -----> bien, au moins, c'est qui je pense O.O) Je déteste des mathématiques. >_< j'ai été le plus mauvais à lui journalier de ma vie, je juste ne l'aiment pas! J'aime des sciences humaines, littérature, les arts... Pauvres vous, mon cher E-chan... U_U;;;

2001-10-07T02:29:00.000-03:00

Home Sweet Home....

Yeah, it's not easy, when you are away from things that became dear for you and maybe you never thought about that. And then one day, poof, you leave the place you were living and settle in a new universe for you. It may be a lil' hard at first, but I know you are a genki girl and you're going to be just fine, Cute French Bunny ^^
Thanks so much for your sweet words for me, you are a very kind hearted girl and everytime I go and read your blog, there's that smooth and soft sensation, like... like... You are going to call me mad (Oh, again! ^^) but it feels like cotton candy XD Really!!! I'm not kidding! LOL
Here's my bunny, in order to make an e-bunny contest: =:3 (kinda silly, I know ^^)

KAKYOU!!!! VIOLETA!!!! PROJETO BOM!!!

*desmaia*

Custou-me o lote para comprar este laptop, mas eu fi-lo. Você é ainda muito novo, meu amigo, e eu sinto muito ignorant sobre determinadas coisas sobre o projeto do Web *desejando a algum dia eu poderei aprender como fazer aqueles layouts bonitos *

*dialing 911* Houston... we gotta problem...

WEB ALERT: OBSESSED FANGIRL ESCAPED. Details:
Hair: Brunette, height: 1.55m, personality characteristics: usually drooling in every comic's store for something she describes as her new obsession; attraction to problematic bishounen with UST; monosyllabic languaje, alternates with : QUE RIIICOOOO!!! HIEAAADDD!!! ZEEERROOO!!! ERNSTT!!! GAEEDEE!!!

We appeal to your solidarity to give with the whereabouts of this dangerous specimen. Thank you very much.

(the hell, look who's talking!!! XD)

2001-10-06T16:50:00.000-03:00

A vida é grande às vezes... ahhh ... É assim bom quando você quer surf a rede e os ISP dum raio não o permitem. Ô_o

You should have seen me in a public PC's marathon when I still had to check mail from there because I didn't have my laptop -_-

2001-10-06T14:36:00.000-03:00

No I haven't, but I've been in "Devil's Throat" at Iguazu Waterfall XD

E-chan's back!! E-chan's back!!! Well... at least for a couple of minutes U_U;;;;;
The CLAMP icons are free for use, so I guess... they must be free for publishing? O.o'
They also have MAC version *winks to Mura-chan and her bicho* :)

My CFD obsessioness is here to stay. And this adorable story is dragging my shounen ai sense to its level. Awwwww..... ^^

*gets disconnected to start working on the fandom* *designing gladfully* Wooopppy!!! ^_^

2001-10-06T12:26:00.000-03:00

WHERE??? WHERE??? WHERE????

XDXDXDXD!!!

2001-10-06T11:38:00.000-03:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SEI-CHAN!!!!!!!

^_^x

2001-10-06T03:07:00.000-03:00

XD

If I needed something on net to get all too much involved with yaoi, it was ANOTHER obsessed fangirl and LATINA! Mura-chan and I spend these last 2 nights surfing the net looking for any Candidate for Goddess yaoi/shounen ai page and found... NOTHING! Something must be done, don't you think? ^_~

BTW, I joined that ML too... tomorrow morning I'll be typing that article I have about CFG from Lazer Magazine, because I couldn't find the e-version of that text. ^^ I'll also look for a place to buy the manga...

Ookkkkk... now to sleep. ^_^

2001-10-05T04:25:00.000-03:00

TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!

YOU CRUEL MIND CORRUPTOR!!! HOW CAN YOU SHOW ME LUIS DANIEL AND ENZO'S VOICE LIKE THAT AND WHITHOUT GIVING ME A WARN!!!!!!! è_é

Murasaki666: ES UN RICO!!!!!
Let kun: ÑAM ÑAM!!!!! MMMM!!!
Murasaki666: como puede haber alguien con una voz ASI???!!!
Let kun: Espectacular, mujer. ES-PEC-TA-CU-LAR

Ore... now, considering the posibility of both men voices in a Yaoi spanish version. O.O ... Well... we "discussed" that idea at the AIM chat, but if I post the result of that chat session, this page would be NC-17 rated ^^;;;;;;;;;

Plus, I'm listening to Joaquín Sabina still.... @_@

*DIES*

2001-10-04T14:17:00.000-03:00

A.L.I.C.E. is your friend. ^_^

2001-10-04T02:58:00.000-03:00

O.O;;;;;

So soon? Woah! ^^' BTW I want that doujinshi from your previous layout *crying on bed coz I'm not a millionaire*

Happy 20th version, Audrey-chan!!!!!!!!! >^.^<

2001-10-04T02:23:00.000-03:00

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've spent the entire night fixing an HTML thingie I did wrong here. >_<' Meanwhile, I had a very rich conversation with you. Shield ^^

MY MAD CLAMP FELLAS please, proceed here and here, to stick your eyes to the screen and drool about those cuties. There's also a 3rd pack so go to the Marvel4 HQ and check it ^^

I'm missing the French bunny.... I hope she's doing just fine. And I do think she would drool about him and his lover.

Murasaki666: To-ya looks disaligned
Let kun: Ahhh.... you don't understand...
Murasaki666: What? What is it?
Let kun: That's To-ya after "studying" with Yuki ^_~
Murasaki666:That's it!!! XD

2001-10-03T02:48:00.000-03:00

It's another of the infinite ways of love, you know?

You work hard for it, you put all yours strenght and passion on it, you leave something of yourself in that... and simply one day... when the first state of falling in love passes by.. it falls. Not fall, really. It's just the point where you have to think what kind of relationship you want to continue: to think maturely about it, or simply cut off.

Art inspires in us, the strangest and deepest emotions. And I completely understand why you say you poured more of yourself in the layouts and comments you wrote. It was all from inside, all wrote and made, maybe, in a prick of a sudden, when CLAMP meant lots for you. As now PSH is.

But something cannot be forced. And if you do something, it's because you like it. And if you do something forced, it doesn't work very well. And soon dies.

Personally, I discovered through your BABY, another concept of life. Yes, sounds stupid, strange, weird and like if I would be just another one of those insane freaks going around the net. But you know? It's true. Certain facts in life did it to me, as well as certain books, certain movies, certain masterpieces of music. And so it did SnoY. Everytime I typed that URL (because right now, I'm able to get a PC at home and get my personal bookmarks ^^), it was something new to me, something that I never seen in that way or simply drool after hours and hours at those web creations.

That, apart from my increasing obssesion with Yaoi, S&S, TB, CLAMP and other candy ;)

I hope with my entire being that something productive will flow from your attempt to resurrect Snoy, but I .... *sigh* Dunno, I have the feeling that you'll drop it and go and sink into PSH, because that is what's dragging you at this moment. Sad thing, may be, that in the future, it will happen the same with PSH and you'll have /again/ all those fans you won with it, begging you to update it, and so you'll get another new thing, and so on, and so on. Coz like you put it: obsessive as I have always been and will always be. ^_^ So, it's natural.

Yes, those webmistresses who can have some different domains with different series are something rather particular.

But now, this is the point: it has to come from the heart. Because all you did came from there. You said you're gonna make a good research because you are away from CLAMP's latest news, and it will be like getting in touch again with something it was just there, not dead but there.

Yay! This've been tooooo long and pathetic, I better cut here -_-

Last thing: GANBATTE!!!!! ^_^x

2001-10-02T01:20:00.000-03:00

SAK.NET LOVERS MUST SEE --------> THIS

Do you remember people? *nostalgic grin* Those pretty times... aaahhhh... those were times.... I still remember my amazed face at this girl's page since it's begining. -_- And now, that... grave. Without a flower, without a little update. U_U;;;

*sniffles*

I grew up on Net with SnoY!! *teary eyes*

2001-10-01T15:15:00.000-03:00

Another song ---------------------- seems I'm in the mood today.

Manden noticias del mundo de allá
a quien se queda
denme un abrazo
venganme a esperar, voy llegando

Lo que más gusto es poder partir
ya sin miedo
mejor ahora es poder volver
cuando quiero

Todos los días, como en un vaiven
la gente que vibra sobre la estación
Hay gente que viene para quedar
otros que se van para nunca más
Hay gente que viene, quiere volver
otros que se van, quieren luchar
otros han venido, para mirar
otros a reir, otros a llorar.

Y así...
llegar y partir
son solo dos lados de
un mismo viaje.
El tren que llega
es el mismo de la ida...

***

2001-10-01T15:14:00.000-03:00

I'm listening to this right now. If I translate it, it loses its sense.

Cerrame el ventanal, que quema el sol
su lento caracol de sueño...
¿No ves que vengo de un país
que está de olvido, siempre gris,
tras el alcohol...?

2001-10-01T01:50:00.000-03:00

I've just finished reading Second Chances Part 10. Comments:

*sniffles*

*bites lower lip*

*tears forming in her eyes*

*lips trembling*

*sobbing*

*grabs laptop to her chest*

*cries*

NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUUUAAAA BUA BUA BUAAAA!!!!!!! é_è

*mumbles Kouri's name and... some other things ¬¬;;;;*

BTW: It was good ^_^

2001-09-30T18:44:00.000-03:00

Eu penso que eu escutarei Djavan, se eu o quiser compreender algo de mim em seu languaje, ^^ do menino . Arrgg!!! Amaldiçoe-o! Agora eu não pararei escutando esta canção a tarde inteira! ^ _ ^

Pai e mãe
Ouro de mina
Coração
Desejo e sina
Tudo mais
Pura rotina
Jazz...

Tocarei seu nome
Pra poder
Falar de amor
Minha princesa
Art nouveau
Da natureza
Tudo mais
Pura beleza
Jazz...

A luz de um grande prazer
É irremediável néon
Quando o grito do prazer
Açoitar o ar
Reveillon...
O luar
Estrela do mar
O sol e o dom
Quiçá um dia
A fúria
Desse front
Virá
Lapidar o sonho
Até gerar o som
Como querer
Caetanear
O que há de bom.

*in love with Djavan* AAAaaahhhhh.... @_@

2001-09-30T01:49:00.000-03:00

*dies of admiration* >_<'

I have to admit it... I have to.. I have to... I have to!!! ^^;;;

I still can't understand much of PSH and I'm slowly getting into it, but I can't deny how aesthetically attractive this layout is. And after listening to Diva Mea... oh my... ^_^;;;;; Alessandro Safina's voice is the touch that definitively gives body to Val's vision of Count D's sophistication and that mystery that impregnates this character's aura. In addition... to which my beloved webmistress is crazy and in love with Chinese Little Doll ^^

I am one of the so many CLAMP lovers that do not know why she stopped being interested so suddenly in this manga group, but in this sense, with its new layout, I must recognize that she KNOWS how to drag one to her PSH delirium ^^

Beautiful layout, Val-sama.

2001-09-30T01:16:00.000-03:00

Okay.... New layout -_-

Let's see how many mistakes I can make in record time :)

2001-09-29T02:38:00.000-03:00

I discovered Ying-chan on the net a few days ago, and I forgot to add her blog to my list ^^
She's a 17 year old Chinese girl living in Malasya, in Shah Alam (I've spent the entire night looking for her place in the Atlas ^_^') and a very talented artist. She has a shonen-ai manga running online, a true heart-touching story that all of you should go and read. The link it's there *points Fangirl section*: "Blue Ribbon" and if you go to her personal art page, you'll see more of her work. Recomended, E-chan, go and check, it's really good (I don't know, but I'm almost sure that you know her U_U;;; )

2001-09-28T14:20:00.000-03:00

Naaaaniiii????? Kouri-chan has written part 12 of her fic??? And I'm still hanging around with part 9?? *teary eyes* *waiting for the post at YnH too... argg...*

*sniffles*

2001-09-28T13:08:00.000-03:00

Ok.. ok ^^
I've just got connected and my ICQ gave me an offline message from a dear friend from New Zealand. Night Dragon ^_^

Bright Rainbow floods a misted sky
Roses burst forth as Leticia drifts by
Majic reborn is hevean sent
To grace the day and compliament
The field and stream with human grace
Brings Doctor to be walking on Earths face

XD

I have to explain the Doctor quote, because I want to make my doctorship in Librarian Sciences soon. ^^ I luv when my friends do things like these for me.

So... seems today the day's starting well.

2001-09-28T00:50:00.000-03:00

Yay!!! Everybody is talking about this!
And I'm also talking about this oh-so-wanted scene.

*chibi Let-kun smiling* Ahhhh... there, look at that. *_*

2001-09-26T03:50:00.000-03:00

*sighs* I better stop for today.

*listening "Under the bridge" by RHCP. Thinking about my friends. I hope you two are ok now...*

2001-09-26T03:38:00.000-03:00

font size=1>Peeka boo... I see youuu...

Two, one two three four
Ev'rybody's talking about
Bagism, Shagism, Dragism, Madism, Ragism, Tagism
This-ism, that-ism, is-m, is-m, is-m.

All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

C'mon
Ev'rybody's talking about Ministers,
Sinisters, Banisters and canisters
Bishops and Fishops and Rabbis and Pop eyes,
And bye bye, bye byes.

All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

Let me tell you now
Ev'rybody's talking about
Revolution, evolution, masturbation,
flagellation, regulation, integrations,
meditations, United Nations,
Congratulations.

All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

Ev'rybody's talking about
John and Yoko, Timmy Leary, Rosemary,
Tommy Smothers, Bobby Dylan, Tommy Cooper,
Derek Taylor, Norman Mailer,
Alan Ginsberg, Hare Krishna,
Hare, Hare Krishna

All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

...

2001-09-22T15:03:00.000-03:00

Life took a friend from me on Sept. 20th. And today, another friend's sis mailed me to inform that my friend died too. I decided to put the two of them here. This is not /my/ weekend. Francoise died of cancer. She was in coma, and went back home, to heaven, where she belongs. I couldn't say goodbye to her. I only managed to do this for her.

I love you, forever.

Nothing else to add.

C.J.
September 20th - 2001

Francoise
September 21th - 2001

(silence)

2001-09-21T15:21:00.000-03:00

A new season came today. Spring.

The streets have been full of buses driving groups of adolescents with all their hormones going wild to enjoy the day. I'm supposed to go to work in 20 minutes. I'll stay here. I have a photography proyect I have to finish and I've been staying up till 3:00 am these days for it. I'm so damn tired.

I played the piano yesterday. After 2 months.

Smoked a cig and read another chapter of Aldous Huxley.

But I'm still worried about you. I just can't get you out of my mind.

2001-09-19T13:10:00.000-03:00

*all curled up, has her arms around her knees that are drawn up to her chest*

*looks down*

Ok... como quieras.

*sighs* *hides her face*

2001-09-18T22:57:00.000-03:00

English speakers, sorry for the following but it's something I want to say it in my languaje to Mura-chan.

Pues si, nos tocan cosas con las que no estamos de acuerdo en nuestros trabajos.
A mí me toca tener que lidiar con gente que me dobla en edad, gente que me triplica en edad, y otros que están cerca, pero que tienen la cabeza más CERRADA que jamás haya podido imaginar. Ahora mi pregunta es, ¿Cómo te crees que me siento yo cada vez que veo que algo se puede hacer, o modificar, y por cuestiones de institución, tradición o lo que sea, no puedo hacer nada para mejorar y simplemente me tengo que quedar de brazos cruzados y nada más? Respuesta para eso: MAL.

Solución para eso: EL TIEMPO

Cuando uno tiene 20 o 25 años, y es relativamente joven en un trabajo, es muy jodido para tener voz y poder hacer las cosas que uno quisiera. Me decís que en el lugar en que trabajás te volvés como loca por la gente que hay, que no sabés para qué estudiaste diseño, que para ser diseñadora no hay que ser inteligente, que solo es algo tecnico.

Por Dios, he visto cada diseñador...uno más patético que otro. Que pueden saber MUCHO de técnica, pero que no saben hacer la O con el vaso en cuestiones estéticas.

El otro aspecto que me comentas, es que lo que vos sepas, no te sirve para nada. Ùnete al club, amiga ^^;;;
Hablando en serio, no es así, che. Lo que te puedo decir sobre eso, es simple: TIEMPO, de nuevo. Ya tendrás el tiempo de probarle a los demás de tus habilidades y de que lo que haces es mucho más sofisticado. Los grandes genios tuvieron que pasar por durísimas pruebas antes de triunfar.
La clave es el tiempo, el derecho de piso que todos tenemos que pagar para lograr a poder hacer algo con esfuerzo más tarde. Pero el tema es que, si bien no te conozco mucho, somos muy parecidas en ese aspecto, porque yo también agarro todo y empiezo a tirar cosas por todos lados y a decir que nada vale la pena ^^ --->Leticia asustando a la gente con su locura, como siempre è_é

Por intentar cambiar un sistema en la Biblioteca en la que trabajo, me largé a llorar en mi casa como una tarada y empecé a decir que lo que hacía no servía para nada, que estoy estudiando para nada. Que reverenda boluda soy....

Más tarde y con más calma, me tranquilicé y pensé en las cosas, en qué se puede hacer. Y el tiempo es la solución, esa es la estrategia. Por supuesto, el tiempo MÁS LA DEDICACIÓN que le pongas al asunto. Cansador? Pues nada viene gratis en la vida. Así que, a laburar! A matarse y reventarse las venas por conseguir lo que queremos, que el esfuerzo DA sus frutos al final....

Me gustaría saber que no me vas a defraudar... :)

Ok, that's all for today. My apologises for English speakers again... ^_^'

2001-09-18T02:39:00.000-03:00

*sighs*

Why do you have to be so much like me when I was at your age? Also our birthdays are the same day.... ¬¬;;.....

*hugs you* Everything's going to work ok for you, I know that. ^_-

2001-09-18T02:21:00.000-03:00

XD ~
Now E-chan buried me into "The Mad Girl On ICQ Who Made Yuki Read The Cosmo And To-ya Drool On Yuki With Lingerie" ^^ It's okay, it's okay... *chibi Let-kun hiding in an anti-Internet bubble* Saa... anyways, I'm glad you liked it ^^;;;

Still no news from you. I'm losing my hopes. *sighs*

Para alguien que dijo que me estoy olvidando de mi idioma, sepan que no. Me /revienta/ tener que hablar /siempre/ inglés para que el resto me entienda, pero es todo lo que puedo hacer por ahora.
Sí, es verdad. Debería empezar a hablar un poco de Mafalda, el mate, el dulce de leche y taaaantas otras cosas más de Argentinos, pero primero quiero encontrar un buen banner de turismo Argentina para agregar.

Now.... something from Lotananza... *genki girl grin*

Meiling: MY DEAR SYAORAAANNN!!!!!
Let-kun: SOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!

*luv that pic from you* *giggles*

New links: Okami's page with her original writings and fics *sweatdrop* Nee..Okami, I'm still waiting for the section I mentioned first... ^^;;;

*runs to bed tooo tired* Owww.... U_U'

2001-09-15T15:44:00.000-03:00

The last thing we lose, it's hope.
After what happened you-know-where, the last small bit of faith in humans I got, faded away. I still think that we are a self-destructive race and also that we have wonderful things too. And as human... I think there must be something still in me that makes me believe.
Okami-sama set her page using one of the best ways of communication we have: music. The American White Onmyouji, gave his opinion.

And me... *chuckles*

Well... I found this song very appropriate. Originally in spanish is "Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazón" (I came here to offer my heart) sung by Argentinian singer, Fito Paez.

Who said everything's lost?
I came here to offer my heart
So many blood the river carried away
I came to here offer my heart

It won't be so easy, I know that happens
It won't be so useful like I thought
Like opening my chest, and let my soul out
A slash of love

Moon of the poor ones, always open
I come here to offer my heart
Like a secure document
I come here to offer my heart

And I'll join the extremes of the same bow
And I'll leave quiet, I'll leave slowly
And I'll give you all, and you'll give me something
Something to light me more

When no-one will be close or far
I come here to offer my heart
When the satellites won't be enough
I come here to offer my heart

And I'm talking about countries and hopes
And I'm talking for life, talking for nothing
And I'm talking about this one, our house

To change it just because
Who said everything's lost?
I come here to offer my heart
I come here to offer my heart

Quien dijo que todo esta perdido
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon
Tanta sangre que se llevo el rio
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon

No sera tan facil ya se que pasa
No sera tan util como pensaba
Como abrir el pecho, y sacar el alma
Una cuchillada de amor

Luna de los pobres siempre abierta
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon
Como un documento inalterable
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon

Y unire las puntas de un mismo lazo
Y me ire tranquilo, me ire despacio
Y te dare todo, y me daras algo
Algo que me alivie un poco mas

Cuando no haya nadie cerca o lejos
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon
Cuando los satelites no alcancen
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon

Y hablo de paises y de esperanzas
Y hablo por la vida, hablo por la nada
Y hablo de cambiar esta nuestra casa

De cambiarla por cambiar nomas
Quien dijo que todo esta perdido
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon
Yo vengo a ofrecer mi corazon

+ Say no more +

2001-09-15T01:17:00.000-03:00

It's not flattering, E-chan ^^ Your art is gorgeous and I admire great artists, it's as simple as that. And for your request...Je puis parler votre languaje avec beaucoup d'erreurs et je ne pense pas que vous méritez de traiter ma mauvaise grammaire ^_^ *sweatdrop* So, sad as it sounds, let's speak in english for now.. U_U'

The title of the blog... well, you caught the idea. ^^

Ne..... Mura-chan pictures us as crazy people. Well... truth cannot be denied. ^_^;; Okami insists in that I'm mad too O.O' (Is this toooo bad and obvious?)

Talking about crazy, Damien's boyfriend, Sei-chan.... I think I scared him this afternoon in that group chat we had with Senshi, Okami and Subby. To him, this is only the beggining, buddy *chibi Let-kun giggling*

BTW... I had 3 very enjoyable chats today. One was with Senshi. No da ^_~. The other was with Okami-sama, who surprisingly result a very nice and open human to talk with in certain topics (may sound vague but she /did/ surprised me, she knows why) and the last one, my fairy friend from New Zealand, on ICQ. A session of poetry if you wanna know. I'll ask him later if I can post some of the exquisite talk we shared yesterday.

*baka me* I PROMISED Okami I would talk about her page in Remembrance of the people of the city of NY. And now, I go and check Damien's page with the same topic. BTW, new layouts to both, quite shaped to the present atmosphere.

I'll add the rose tomorrow, Subby.

My eyes are falling down now, gomen to both of ya. I'll be able to comment them tomorrow, I hope.

*yawns* It's very late... better go to bed now or I won't get up for College tomorrow (yes, I have classes on Saturdays) Plus I have to finish reading Okami's fic, Kouri's fic, watch today's Rurouni Kenshin's chapter I taped... awww.... >_<'

2001-09-14T02:13:00.000-03:00

So life goes on... I've been reading some other blogs and discovered some different reactions about the US affair. Effects like Leareth describes are simply natural. Someone who's connected permanently with the constant media reports, that they just give more and more about how everything is getting ready for a war, and that prepares you stick in your mind that it's your, yes, /your/ country the one who's going through this, it's something that finally drives you into lack of hope and sadness. Taryn it's a good example of how touched one could be about something that will change your life, and your future. Something so perfect as your present life, with all the mistakes that may hold, can be changed in just 30 minutes.

End of topic for today.

Now, to Mura-chan(who've been very moved about the previous paragraph, check her blog if you don't believe me), you and your fanfictions recomendations, damn!!! = ^.^ = I spent all the night reading Kouri's fic, Second Chances, and it's fabulous. Yup, the best comment wouldn't make justice for it. *waiting for next chapter*

New link, this time for tremendous Emeline, whose works are out of words. I talked to you briefly last night, E-chan, and it was a very kind and mad chat ;) Hope to talk to you soon ^^

So, what are you waiting for? Pay a visit to Lotananza!

2001-09-13T15:31:00.000-03:00

So, today's Librarian's Day here in Argentina. They gave us the day. But I don't feel like going out to celebrate with my collegues. BTW, the president of Argentina, Fernando De la Rua, decreed 3 days of National sorrow and condolement about the US situation.

Here goes another peaceful day on Earth...

....

2001-09-13T03:13:00.000-03:00

Now.... the obvious post.

I never thought in my life that I would be touched in every human way about a war, or any similar tragedy. Living in a country with so many troubles, economics and politicals, you sometimes think that "Ha! This only happens in a country like this!" sounds a little selfish observing the international news.

But when the entire world is in this...

*sighs* I don't really want to know what the future will give us, no. And sounds alien to me, because I'm someone always thinking in what the hell am I gonna do tomorrow, how am I going to survive, how I'm going to do to perfection myself. But this...
I heard many people from different places, and sad to say, in my own place too, that they were happy about this, because the US security was vulnerable and bla bla bla... I just *can't* get in my mind that people who think like that, exist. I mean... talking so easy-going about human deaths? About lifes and broken dreams? About an unforgivable fact that will remain in every sense of our generation as the worst tragedy ever commited? I just... arrggg... *eyes shut with impotence*

And when dear people of mine are living there...

I spent the entire morning and afternoon tearing my hair trying to get news from my US friends. I got so desperate about that... You will never imagine my feeling of relish when I got mail from there saying "I'm ok"

We are in 2001. New millenium. Do we have to tolerate acts like these?

2001-09-13T02:47:00.000-03:00

*falls tired to death* Good Kami-sama.... I just got from work and I think I'm still alive *checking on my head* Yeah, I am . ^^

Now.... time to start with this... *chibi Let-kun with serious grin*

Talking about Chibi...does that reminds you of something, Okami-sama? And you Subby? Ah! Talking about the kawaii bishonen, I need your URL coz the link you give me doesn't work... I'm wondering if there's any mistake in there.

Yeah, as you can see, I started to talk in english again...

*sighs*

2001-09-10T15:56:00.000-03:00

Ah, que bien.... ahora que le encontré la vuelta a poner los datos personales en esa columna... me tengo que ir a trabajar... ô_Ô;;

Uffff...

2001-09-10T15:45:00.000-03:00

Muy bien... me cansé del inglés. Corto con este idioma aqui temporalmente porque me estoy cansando un poco de tener que hablar siempre esta lengua para que los demás me entiendan (que ni siquiera eso, porque mi inglés es espantoso). Murasaki, me encantan tus layouts, no me voy a cansar de decirlo nunca. Ojalá supiese yo diseñar tan bien. *deseando poder comenzar un curso de HTML pronto*

YO QUIERO VER A SUBARU Y A SEISHIROU TAMBIEEEENNN!!!

2001-09-10T13:59:00.000-03:00

So... well, I haven't been doing much in here. Why, you say? Two very simple reasons: 1) I dunno how the hell to do to add my stats in this left column you see and I don't know much HTML. 2) I've been working like a mad 3) I've been a little worried about someone and I don't know what to think.
Some good news that brought a timid smile on my lips: Cartoon Network is showing Rurouni Kenshin. ^_^ I waited 4 long years for this miracle to happen... *grins gladfully* They respected the openings and endings and the voices are ok... but I don't really like Kenshin's voice, sounds like a dumb. Another mistake is that they erased the funny "Oro!" thing that was an important characteristic to make the difference between the kind hearted Kenshin and battousai (Yes, also the expression in his eyes and mad man look)

Arrggg... I have to go now. I'll be at work in an hour >_<'

2001-08-25T17:31:00.000-03:00

This is my first post... I do know I'm not very good with english, so I'll just post this for now. Hmm.... let's see...